date: Tuesday, May 24, 2005 @ 8:37 pm
title: Results..
I lost.
I'm neither sad nor disappointed.
My emotions are dead.
As in, I dun feel anything when I saw the list.
Dun have the my-world-caved-in feelings.
Dun have overwhelmed feelings as well.
I think.
I have dreamt of this before.
I remembered that the dream was about someone asking me whether I was feeling ok and many other things that was related to some counsul thingy..
Young man see visions, Old man dream dreams.
I'm losing my focus.
Both spiritually and physically.
My brain is spoilt to a certain extent.
Maybe I might see the doctor if it gets worse.
The headaches are killing me.
I can't think like before.
Life is so like this.
I might die.
I might lose my memory.
I might change to another personality without knowing.
I might join the Dark side.
Self-profess prophesy.
Irony indeed.
